Thursday, May 5, 2016

Love and Time

Two years ago I wrote these words, today they came up as a memory on facebook....

I'm heartbroken. My sweet Angel, little soulmate and best friend fought so hard but lost her battle with lung disease today. She had such an indomitable spirit....taught me so much about life, happiness and unconditional love. Together we celebrated the good moments and got each other through the rough ones. Don't remember life before her, not sure how to handle life without her. Love and miss you so much my little one. My heart will always wear the paw prints left by you, until we meet again....🐾💔🐾

It hurts to even read those words now.  While they say time heals all wounds, I'm not so sure it does. Instead I believe those wounds form a type of scar but never completely heal.  Just because someone leaves us doesn't mean that love we feel for them goes away or even fades.  Losing anyone is a wound that cannot be healed, it's more about learning to cope with the feelings and trying to simply continue to live life in spite of the grief that feels consuming at times.  And can be very hard yet suppose enlightening as well. 

Oddly enough it's hard to believe it's been two years, yet at the same time it feels like forever.  Angel is missed in so many ways.  The hardest part of losing someone including a dog is the interaction...wanting to hear her barks, feel her snuggles or smell her scent.  I miss the special bond and unconditional love we shared.  With time the memories, scents, sounds can fade which make it even harder to feel connected to those who have left us. 

Think the love we feel stays with us no matter how much time has passed, with that kind of love comes a sense of eternity that can't always be explains in words only felt with the heart.

My little Angel will always hold a special place in my heart.

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