Monday, November 7, 2011

Monday Musings

This Monday I'm trying really hard to just understand life.  Let alone Mondays. ha

What appeared to start off a good day, turned into not such a great day.   An attack of vertigo has left me feeling rather down. Lately, I just feel like I've been on such a long journey with it.

I was working on a painting where I began to feel hints of dizziness coming on.  But it wasn't until I sat down to eat lunch, while watching tv, that it really seemed to come on.  Then the sensation like things are spinning comes on which is the worst feeling because it basically is incapicitating.  Seems no matter what I do that involves any kind of steady focus with my eyes makes the dizzy feeling worse.

Seriously, when will this just go away for good.   And what if it doesn't, what then?

It's moments like these that I just want to know why.  And how I can find some peace from it.

Friday and Saturday I got to spend some much needed fun time with my family.  Getting to play with my niece is so amazing.  It takes me back to those simpler times of childhood when we had not a care in the world, everything was just fun and full of happiness.  I love spending time with my niece because she reminds me to simply be in the present, enjoy the moment, laugh, play and whatever else.

Yesterday was just a good old relax on the couch, watch football day.  (though I must admit watching tv was rather hard at times it just made me feel off balance)  See what I mean?  Exactly why I am fed up with this dizziness and vertigo, whatever you want to call it.  In a house where my man watches tv 24/7 I need to at least be able to watch a little.

It's not an ideal way to start off my week.  So I'm trying mighty hard not to focus on the not so good feeling, instead to try and find those little things that can bring joy.  Like the fact that the daisy from the other day is still blooming outside.  Or the beautiful sunny weather.

Mondays aren't they grand!.

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