Sunday, August 14, 2011

When It Rains

When it rains, it pours.

Not only does this saying fit the drenching downpours we are experiencing today in Pennsylvania, but it also   describes my life perfectly at the moment.   Yeah pretty much anything that could go wrong has.  

Oh I know better than to dwell on the negative because it's not like it makes anything better....but lately it's a little harder to remain my optimistic self.  Let's just say it's hard to put on a happy face or feel genuine happiness when constant obstacles seem to keep being thrown my way.   

I had to forgo the computer all together for almost three days because I had a whopper of a dizzy spell the other day.  It left me scared as I felt the side effects from it for nearly two days.  Is the dr even correct?  He leans to some form of vestibular dysfunction but the physical therapist seems to have other ideas.  And why is this thing so worse when using the computer, reading, watching tv, and doing anything that seems related to visual focus?   Next step is to seek a second opinion as this is practically ruining my life, or at least making it very difficult.  Not to mention the cost is rather staggering as well.  But that's not even the half of it, so much more has happened over the year too.

It's just so odd how everything can seemingly come falling down at once.  It is frightening how quickly life can change.  Honestly no exaggeration just about every aspect of my life there has been something that has gone array.  Even my favorite glasses broke, and picking out new frames put me way over my lowly budget at the moment. The stress has become enormous, and I can't help but think that is probably not helping much either.  Anyway....

I'm glad for the rain today because it helps to remind that life may be filled with rain but eventually the sun will come out and things will get brighter.  It is quite the analogy to life don't you think.....

No comments :

Post a Comment

Please feel free to share your thoughts. Blessings!

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...