Wednesday, March 31, 2010

OMG

Honestly today I was all set to write a happy blog but sorry I'd be faking it.  Have you ever had a day where you feel completely let down and hurt by another?   If you have, then you will understand what my day has been like. 

It's unbelievable, you see for once I put my trust 100% completely in someone.  Due to some past experiences trust is something that doesn't come easy, and when I give it I give it with all my heart. 

So imagine getting to the point where you give your trust to someone, and they don't even understand how huge that is in itself....but then that person does something to dishonor that trust you put in them.   I cannot even put into words how I feel right now because there is a rawness to it that just hurts in a way I cannot put into words.

I guess I will never understand why people make promises, or swear on their lives they won't do certain things, or give up certain things, etc., only to turn around and break their promises or word.   When I give my word to someone, when I make a promise I mean it and I don't take it lightly.  And if I knew something I did would hurt the one I love....I would never even contemplate doing it.  

Somedays I really feel like the nicer you are the more you get shit on.  Sorry I know that is not very positive but it is reality.  I know people who are down right mean, superficial, negative, money hungry, you name it....but somehow they attract people who treat them like gold.  Yeah I know it's not always true but on days like this it seems like it.

Can anyone relate?  Anyone got some positive quotes for today?

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